I don't remember writing this...

I know it hasn't always been that easy for you and you don't always know how to deal with it.

But for once, can you sit back, relax and enjoy the fact that out there, someone is in love with you.

And that someone happens to be me. I love you and I love you for who you are. For all the wounds you've been suffering from. For all the hatred that keeping you down all this time. 

I don't wish to change anything about you, like at all. Because I know these things made up who you are today. And please, for once, please can you just know that I love you and I'm not expecting anything else from saying that. I just want to let you know how I really feel about you about us. 

This might not work out, this might never work out. But at least at this moment I know that it's true and I always want to stay true to my feelings as much as I can. 

This is always this hard from the beginning and I still have no idea how to do with it. But I'm not giving up and I'm not leaving you for best or for worst. 

You don't need me and my help I know. But I really want to stay, please let me stay...